Fattylover101

Somebody get me off this drug of mine False hopes been eating me for some time Pain greater still seems to have been lying still Unrequited love got me feelin nill Gotta let the inside out been feelin like a drought Let me burn your skin With a kiss I tell you they'll never stop this This drips out of my head and sizzles in my hand till I can't stand It sneaks and slides like dirty rain on a hot summers day without a sound. Because we are touching You are here and everything is crystal clear I see you, you see me were as happy as can be But we grow distant were just shadows in the rain unable to speak our pain I really got to

Under the pretense of joy I will show pain most divine That will last till the end of time And when you see the end in my eyes I will tell you cry for me for I cannot For my love is the putrid dying breath of a machine.

time won't mend these holes in my skin I'm lookin at you but are you lookin at me I ain't gonna say a word I'm just gonna keep on walking chance it you look desperate too young that's bad too old your being used my own age filled with hollow me people an none of them got their eyes on the right prize said I'd never change guess that was a lie too a nomad on the run looking in the past frozen faces frozen places home is there home was there home is gone home is fading friends falling out no one to fill the blanks no one to talk to no one to help I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU WANT ME TO SAY is that a fucking answer I'm losing my fuckin mind and not one

Born into life Beaten with love Torn down from the outside in No one to trust No one to love Who am I?? Monsters inside scream for blood Limbs shake tears fall but I'll stay silent No where to go Nowhere is home Love is pain Love is putdowns Love is being neglected Love is being alone

So is it wrong that I think that all around me are these zombies talkin the same walkin the same listenin to that same monotonic beat callin shit music when all it is a bunchah beeps I don't say this to dis ya but shit can't you bitches see what your doin so it's all up to me to plant a lil inception but all these zombies got messed up perception thinkin I'm spoutin mumbo jumbo but Ima absolve these zombies and spirit them away from their ties by humblin you an sooner or later Ima leave yo asses in demission cause this man is a chancy riddle who has come to rise by the passing of time cause my unfeeling attitude because of my abiding detest w

There ain't no joy left in this life for me everything has been decimated I shudah estimated that this would happen shit it's only a matter of time always an it ain't ever gonna end ever. But fuck I choose the higher path don't wanna pain anybody with my fuckin presence so I go ahead and ride alone but the wounds ain't sealin but I ain't screamin my mental state is clearly fucked but there ain't nobody who can save this hero. An those eyes ain't helpin so please if you would look away and send that hope to the hopeful.